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I can never understand you However much i try Your meaning is elusive You always sit and cry, I've always tried to help you But you never seem to see I doubt that you will listen When i say "please talk to me" You keep saying that I've hurt you That you never wish to see my face Never thinking about my pain My feelings of being thrown away I try to explain my reasoning Each time i hear you scream I HATE YOU, DONT TALK TO ME Even though we were a team.

I never thought those hands would ever kill me as they slid across my skin but they left bloody scratches not tingling, with their sin. ... I look to your eyes. I never thought those eyes would ever hurt me as they examined my details but they were searching for a way to showcase my barren trails. ... I look to your lips I never thought those lips would ever scorn me as mine connected to yours but you used them as a way to settle all the scores. ... I look to myself I never thought this feeling would ever leave as i laid next to you but you were just a hologram, made to make me doubt myself this i now know is true.

         those who collide their souls with distant stars              and shatter the cosmos just to be free            freedom from gates of thick and heavy bars                      to many freedom is illusory                   to select few the infinite awaits         the realm of darkness between realms of light        time ceases to pass judgement on those gates           no useless arguements, no fruitless fights                 free to explore their own infinity       the darkness that consumes the hearts of thralls              cursed to roam alone the ruined city       where naught but the rubble can hear their

iv'e finally figured out whats wrong...   pounding my head like a gong... how could i have missed this song...          a switch has flipped...          my mind's equipped... with new knowledge i was whipped...              this cannot be...               i want to see...      why does it have to be me...       i would have never known...   into this thing iv'e been thrown...     feeling my soul's never flown...              ... i am a coward

          A dream deferred            is a dream lost        begging to be found         failing to be noticed             as the light is     when fading to darkness        it tries to take flight           yet fails to embark             on a journey          towards freedom                 of being          A dream deferred

I pity those who love with feelings lost Those paired in their beds just to sweat and moan Whose i's aren't dotted and whose t's aren't crossed Those who cannot make their true feelings known Whose hearts are filled with naught but dark Nothing may enter, nothing may escape Waiting for a new love to leave it's mark Or some fantastic being borne by fate Who never comes despite fate intervened Dreams calcined by flames of this burning hell Some see dispair not as a hellish fiend These bodies fall, knowing why all too well And those of whom witnessed can testify To have seen a tear within dispairs eye -despair-

                                                   When holes adorn your heart...                                                     

                                                                                The empty expanse...                          &

She was conceived on the edge of a mirror, lined with pretty white lace, that burned the inside of her parents' nostrils. She was born with a hole in her heart, that the doctor's never noticed, and no one bothered to fill. She met Death on the playground, when kindergarten was bending her bones. Enticed by the glinting of his scythe, as it preyed on a malformed baby rabbit. She made a pinky promise with him, swearing that she'd never forget his face. He came and went, swayed by corpse breaths and east-coast winds, but always leaving her alone. He showed her how to hurt, in the worst kind of way. And each time, he paid her a visit, he'd ta